Thursday, 25 January 2007

A Fresh Start

i cant believe January is nearly over! i have a love hate relationship with this month. its exciting because its a new year, a fresh start - a time for reflecting on the year that has passed. However, i also find it very unsettling. i cant seem to help setting myself goals and targets due to some unseen pressure to 'do things differently or do something different this time'. along with that i find i have to fend off the that same mentality that tells you that you you don't have to start your diet until Monday or stop smoking until after such and such night out.

this year i think i will look for a new job - that's something i thought i would never say and mean. i love where i work and so much more than that i love the children - but it feels claustrophobic and i find myself rebelling against the system- it feels small - time to move on?

1 comment:

Miss A said...

i think so...you have to start looking...:)